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Monday, April 28, 2008

Thanks so much to baobao, chevonne, limin and amy for being there when i had nothing.




I took one whole morning and afternoon to make this.
My finger hurts from the resizing, clicking, and sorting :(


Our photos, the things we did over these 6 months, all into one picture.




It was only after yesterday then i realised how much you did for me, how much i hurt you, how much i ruined this relationship.




Im grateful that in the end you came back for me, hugging me, giving me another chance, wearing back our ring.




No guy would forgive his girlfriend betraying him.
You did.


What amy said was right, i can never find another guy like him again if i dont hold him tight.














You said you want me as your wife.
I hope you still do.














It was foolish of me to let such a stupid mistake spoil us.
It wont happen again, i promise. *hooks last finger*

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Hello people!

I've afew things to blog about but that will have to wait because i need isaac to send me the pictures (please pester him if you want me to blog about it faster :D ), and nuffnang to approve one entry before i can put up the another one. And another post which was supposed to be out LAST YEAR, but that photographer took forever to finish editing the pics :(

For now, let's enjoy some jokes i found while i was clearing my table. I used to print out jokes so that i would remember them. Now, i shall share all of them!



How do you make a hotdog stand?
(Highlight the sentence below this line to read the answer)
*steal it's chair


What's the best way to prevent the milk from going sour?
(Highlight the sentence below this line to read the answer)
*drink it when it's fresh


What's the best thing to do when you see a lion under your bed?
(Highlight the sentence below this line to read the answer)
*Sleep somewhere else


What's big, yellow, and eat rocks?
(Highlight the sentence below this line to read the answer)
*A big yellow rock eater.


What's a waste of energy?
(Highlight the sentence below this line to read the answer)
*Telling a hair-rasing story to a bald man.


Where will you always find diamonds?
(Highlight the sentence below this line to read the answer)
*In a pack of cards.


What will you get if you dial 23456789098765432345678934567 8987654324567898765432456789765445678987654324567876
543245678976543213456789765432673456789876543211234?
(Highlight the sentence below this line to read the answer)
*A blister on your finger.


Why is there no tug-of-war between England and France?
(Highlight the sentence below this line to read the answer)
*Because no one could find a rope 26 miles long!



Which one do you like most???
:D

Wait for my updates! I promise there would be many many pictures ^^


Friday, April 25, 2008

Im in blogging mood!


Im feeling all messed up in my head but im trying very hard to remain happy and oblivious to whatever problems that i know is going brew up sooner or later.

It's like standing on top of a volcano knowing that the bursting date is looming near, but still wishing that it wont happen. The worst thing is, i can't get down the volcano. What's done, is done. It was a mistake i made in the past, and i feel extremely stupid about it.

Now let's just wait for someone to dig about this dirty piece of news and bomb it right at my face, get me in all sorts of trouble with my parents, and then everything will be over, maybe.



Im still wishing for a miracle.


I hate feeling restricted like this.... Sometimes i wished im a orphan so that i can do anything i want. And if i do something wrong, i want to be responsible for it myself. I dont want to have to account it to my parents.




SINGAPORE FLYER with boyfriend!

First up, LUNCHDINNER.
Both of us didn't have lunch cos we thought we would leave home early, but after i dressed up, make up, drag drag drag, it was already 3.30pm by the time we reached singapore flyer. If you ever go there, try this restaurant! The food is fantastic. Love the cosy ambience too.


vanilla drink.


I love buffalo wings.


boyfriend's crayfish pasta was very good too. Loved.

THIS SEAFOOD BAKEDRICE HAS TO BE THE BEST I EVER ATE! With prawns, crayfish, mussels (i dont eat this), sotong and cheese! I forgot if there was fish.


boyfriend's green apple drink.

The view outside the window.

Complimentry mango dessert. Not yummy.


Our little cosy corner.


Getting into the capsule~
The capsule above us was quite crowded, but lucky mine had only 6 other people.

The cars look like toy cars from above. hahaha.

Saw golfcourses that took up way too much space! We should use those space for other more meaningful stuff -.-






When he told me he want to bring me to the Singapore Flyer, i asked him what we should do during the 30 mins ride.

He said this: "Kiss for 30 minutes! :D "

I immediately replied something like this: "DONT WANT!! So tiring. You kiss yourself. "


In the end we didn't kiss for 30 minutes. But we kissed during the last 30 seconds. That's more sweet.



our picture! I look nice in it but too dark.
If you asked me whether it's romantic or not, i think it's not.. , since you are not alone with your partner in the capsule. And the view isn't that fantastic. And kinda boring since it turns so SLOWLY that you would ask whether it is even moving or not.

Saw a wedding couple that day. I was saying that after that they can have sex in the air :D Interesting! But boyfriend says each capsule have camera one. Chey.



Remember when i said that my boyfriend and i admitted that our feelings faded, but still trying hard to find it back?

Then after that i said i think our relationship is back on track?

Well, im now feeling quite confused about my feelings towards him. Sometimes, i miss him and wish he is by my side. Sometimes, i feel so comfortable in his arms. But then, sometimes i dont miss him and i dont feel like replying his messages. I dont think of sacrificing my other plans to spend time with him and sometimes i struggle away from his hugs.

WHY?
I dont know why.

Part of me still love him.
But the another part of me dont feel happy with him anymore. I feel like i want to be single. I feel like i want freedom. I dont look forward to meeting him at all.




He has been treating me very good recently. His feelings are back, and back much more than how much he loved me in the past. He's trying so hard to win me back, to spend time with me, and other things he wouldn't do in the past. I see his jealousy when i prefer going out with my other guy friends, i see him heartbroken when i turn away from him. I feel sad to see him this way but i can't control myself.



Let's just wish this is a passing phase and i'll love him completely again soon.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Everyone makes mistake.

Including me, and i shouldn't be obliged to be perfect just because i have a blog with followers :) I like to be happy-go-lucky without caring for any worries in my life. It's easier to be oblivious to other people's views towards me.


Went out with Jason last week. Or was it last last week? i forgot.

I love ajisen! They have the best ramen in the world :D


Gyoza

teriyaki. felt that it was kept overnight.
Jason's volcano. I wont eat that thing.

Eye makeup was terrible that day. Didn't really care cos jason has already seen me in worse states like without makeup or with spects. Haha.

Mine mine mine! :D

Went shopping! Bought 3 dresses. Love them!

After the shopping, i was craving for icecream so we settled at swensens for chocolate fondue.




This chocolate fondue made me sick the next day :(


More updates soon! I havent edit some of the pictures. I always have many thoughts with me when im not around my laptop, but whenever i come online, i forget everything. Pfffttt.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

AFEW DAYS AGO:
(wanted to blog about it but forgot. found it in my drafts)

[11:47] ' ESTHER : ice-angel *:
we have been together for 174 days

[11:59] Angel-Devil - I want to go back to the past! - Thanks for everything. Ill still hold on and i shall resolve this. (L):
bite bite!!!

[11:59] Angel-Devil - I want to go back to the past! - Thanks for everything. Ill still hold on and i shall resolve this. (L):
174 days only!

[12:00] Angel-Devil - I want to go back to the past! - Thanks for everything. Ill still hold on and i shall resolve this. (L):
i want 20 years


BLEAH.
I replied saying i want 174 years.
And then we hooked our little last fingers :)








I took the bus to school today!!
I've been cabbing all the time that i've forgotten how the bus smell like. I had to suppress my urge to take a taxi this morning, and i succeeded!

I wish there is some subscription for cab membership thingy that cost maybe $100 a month and gives me unlimited rides. I'll be the first to sign up :D

Im like spending $60 a day on taxi fares nowsday. That's so wasteful of money when i can spend it on a nice dress! Hate my laziness and addiction to cabs.






BIKINI GROUPSHOOT at East Coast Park.

It's an ugly beach!
No wonder everyone flock to sentosa.




Morning session was fidelis and amy.



Boyfriend and me did the tongue thing together WITHOUT PLANNING beforehand! Got telepathy liao. Haha. I think the picture is kinda cute.
Me and Fidelis.

after the morning session ended, we were so hungry! Settled for japanese food at this little restaurant.
Xiaoting, victor, and another photographer joined us.

As usual, teriyaki for me.
afternoon session!

My shot of xiaoting!


Hee. seems like this post is just a dumping ground for the photos =x

Nothing much about that day. Was too tired and scorched by the sun to have any fun.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Cried alot yesterday.
It seemed like i lost the whole world. All the problems banged against me like a strong gust of wind, so hard that i couldn't find any strength to carry on living.


I was hoping to meet with an accident because im so afraid to commit suicide.


I shan't elaborate more about what happen.








I feel so fat this morning!
Im gonna eat soupy and healthy food from today onwards until i look thinner again :(


Laptop is so lag, shall blog some other time.
Next post, BIKINI PHOTOSHOOT :)

I like this picture that i shot of amy:

Anyway, when i announced that i couldn't work anymore and it was going to be my last day, the colleagues were all felt it was too sudden. They told me sweet things and they really felt like family.

I had lots of great memories at my workplace,
and i've never thought of leaving so soon.

I'll miss those kitchen helpers who always bully me but yet still so kind at heart. The waiters who treated me like a princess, the manager and waitresses who doted on me.

This sms sent my tears rolling down my cheeks:" ........ to april 20th, is my most enjoyable moments. Your smile, playful, careless, and sweetness i will remember forever"

I really miss them.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Went out with Isaac.


And he was naughty.
HAHA.

Thursday, April 17, 2008





I've afew funny things to share with you guys but that's gonna be at the end of this post because im feeling unhappy now!



:(

My life has been a total messed up recently and i would sometimes breakdown and cry and wish i could just sleep the days away.


I have so much to do,
So little time.




Didnt go to school today because i overslept.
Sick and tired i guess.


Wanted to rant here, but after writing a whole pile of thoughts, i erased everything after thinking it would be better to keep everything to myself.




i've been achoo-ing the whole day and it's irritating me plus tiring me out.







BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I really want to live in a world of my own where i can do whatever i want to do. I dont like restrictions and i love freedom.



Im selfish.
But well, that's what i like to be.




The generous and eager-to-please person will always lose out in the end.
I rather be at the receiving end.


Ah, why am i talking about this?
Nothing revelant to the problems im facing now.


But still, anyone in a down mood can still smile if we helped them abit, just like how i smiled a couple of times today despite my tired mood.




Came across afew LAME videos, but they made me laughed abit.

Enjoy!


How to be emo: http://youtube.com/watch?v=pK4bLMd0avU
(lame at first but kinda funny at some parts.)








And while clearing my table, i found a list of riddles that are funny!


Shall post only one today. Guess!

What's the best way to talk to a man-eating tiger?





Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Cabfare was $58++ yesterday morning because taxi driver thought that i said Republic Plaza instead of Republic Poly. Pfffftt!

that's okay since im not in a rush to study in school, but what's worse is that he blames it on me!

He said that i should have known and told him he's going the wrong way. I dont look out of the windows when i take cabs and i dont know the way, so of course i wouldn't know that he's going the wrong way! What if im a tourist? I wont know where it is right?




Nevermind -.-



Boyfriend bought a digital camera for me!
Canon Ixus 80 IS.

I like the camera and have no problems with it except that it's so clear that my face looks bad in all the photos :(




I think our relationship is back on track again.

Went back to changi village last night to revive back the memories we had before we got together. I was craving for stingray at that time and he brought me to Changi Village.





My colleagues are awesome people.

I only had a mild sorethroat and they were all worried over me. Forced me to go pharmacy and get medicine, and didn't let me go to a party that i was supposed to go last night. I was so touched by their care!

But still, i went for the party nonetheless.
Ate fried unhealthy food.


=P
Im a stubborn stubborn girl.





Bought a pair of high heels from Charles and Keith!
But i still need one pair of HIGH HIGH HIGH white party heels and a pair of black comfortable high heels for dailywear :)






Im so hungry now.
Shall end here and talk more later.

Have a nice day everyone!


I wish i'll have a nice day too.
i've been rather moody recently.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Hey people,
I think you have all mistook what i've said.

I was not throwing a temper, in fact, i was in a fine mood while writing the post. I just felt that it was quite ridiculous that so many people are commenting on the word. Is it that important for ME to write good and perfect english? Do you go around reading blogs and then commenting on their english?

I understand some of the comments came from really caring readers who are just informing me about my mistakes. But there are some comments that seem to be telling me that spelling Lost as Losted is the end of the world.

As long as the meaning is brought across, i dont think there's any need to be perfect. If i spell it correctly, good. If i dont, then it's just accidental or i forgot/dontknow how to write properly.

Some of the comments are really downright rude.

So I have the rights not to reply them politely, dont i?


After a group photoshoot with Agri, xiaoting, valie, etc at clarkequay, Agri brought us to eat Liang Court's Meiya japanese food.

The udon is really good!


I love all these japanese teriyaki meat.


Grabbed a dslr and shot afew pics of agri!
:)

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Friday, April 11, 2008

-.-
What's the big deal about writing LOST as LOSTED?

My blog isn't a grammar/spelling school.
Im not an ambassador of the english language.
So i dont care.




Well, the problem about my hp is solved!
I didn't get it back from the person who took it though :(



Bought a new exact same model (because i love that phone's camera). And then asked for a new simcard.

So yea, it's solved! But then, i losted everyone's contact numbers.


And lots of pictures that i took the other day when my colleague asked me out for a date. to accompany him spend money. Celebrating the first cheque that he received from our restaurant!
Our $100++ Sushi Tei meal (VERY YUMMY),
Kbox-ing,
blahblah.


Nevermind lah. No one interested in those pics right??? :D


My favourite song that i loved listening during the kbox session:
Jaychou's TIAN TIAN DE.









So sweet ^^





I think there should be public umbrellas located everywhere so that we can borrow it whenever there's rain. I dont think there are many people who bother to bring umbrellas out everyday, preparing for a rainy day.

This morning it was raining heavily but i didn't notice it from home, because i seldom open my windows. Without an umbrella, i had to walk one big round in order to walk to the bustop, so i decided to book a cab instead.


When i got on the cab, i saw that the starting fee was $3.00 instead of $2.80, and the another smaller meter was $4.55. I dont know what the small meter stands for, so if it stands for booking fee, my booking fee was $3.50 only.

Was too lazy to argue with the driver so i just let him be and thought that it's only a difference of afew cents.

So.... guess what?
BOOKING FEE+ TRAFFIC JAM + DRIVER'S CHEATING,


a usually $18 cabfare became $34+!





I have a love & hate relationship with my liquid eyeliner. Every morning when i apply the liquid eyeliner, i get frustrated with it because it's so difficult to use. The liquid sometimes drop INTO my eyes and my whole eyeball itches. But then, i love it at night because it's so easy to take out. Just use water. Another thing i love about it is that it doesn't smudge my the bottom of my eye! Whenever i use pencil eyeliners, it always smudges the bottom. Maybe the problem is the structure of my eye.







Im like jumping from topic to topic randomly. Hahahaha.

After the aids awareness event that day, me, boyfriend, isaac and grace went over to paragon. Isaac left us soon after, and the rest of us headed to fareast to meet up with winnie, jessica and june.


Shopped around abit, until me and boyfriend made our escape to have a nice dinner all by ourselves.


:)
Settled at this place outside far east.












I dont like the fact that it has no air con.
But the ambience was not bad, with the natural dark sky and quiet environment. Romantic love songs were floating in the air and it didn't felt like singapore.


Both of us ordered our food and started devouring the fish.







From what i remembered, the food was not bad. Not very delicious but not failing :)




Had a heart-to-heart talk with boyfriend in that romantic atmosphere. both of us admitted to our feelings for each other FADING.


We believe it's only one of the obstacles we have to face and we will solve it. Promised each other that we'll try to find our feelings back asap :)

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Just losted my handphone at the school canteen.



I guess someone picked it up cos when i called, it told me the phone is switched off.




I just need my sim card and memory card back.
I dont care about the phone. I can buy another one.


I REALLY REALLY need the contacts.

PLEASE.
Whoever it is, i hope he/she returns.









I guess he/she wont.
:(






I dont know what to do.
Why am i so unlucky??

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Im missing my boyfriend so much :(

Nuffnang's AIDS AWARENESS PROGRAME.

Firstly, pictures.
Agri was supposed to come with me to this event but she overslept! Hahaha. So typical of her to do that. I knew that would happen so i brought a standby, my boyfriend! Hee.

Met up with isaac and grace over there.
Saw Jessica and we got so excited over not seeing each other for centuries.


Didnt take much pictures cos i was feeling lazy. Got all this pictures from the other bloggers present.

Firstly, we had a group shoot!

I was looking somewhere else.
Got into the little hut.And watched this little short film, August 29.
You can view the trailers at many blogger's site.
Photo exhibition.

A picture with the actors! Look at the one in green. He's SUPER CUTE in real life~!! He's that mcdonald's delivery advertisement guy. Hee.

Had a forum talk with the bloggers after the exhibition. Games, Lots of discussion and interesting things that i learnt.


And then, the much awaited food :D
YUMMY.


With the other bloggers.
Me, cutie grace, isaac and benjamin~

I think you know everyone in this picture.




I think this girl was so brave. She went up to me and told me she's a reader of my blog, blahblahblah. I could never walk up to bloggers that i dont know and start talking to them like friends!



The event has taught me some things and has provoke a little sense of compassion in me. I had never thought much about aids patients, but during the event, i realised afew things.



Even though i was all jokes and chatters with winnie at the event, that doesn't mean im not taking it seriously. I guess im just not the kind that could speak out at such a large room with so many eyes. Like her, we speak terrible english. The only english we can talk is short sentences. Asking me to say my views in long sentences is gonna kill me. Haha.


What do you do if you realised that the classmate sitting next to you is HIV+? Your neighbour? Your bestfriend? Or your loved one *touchwood*?

I guess many of us would avoid them eventually, be it delibrate or not. A part of our brain would do that.

And our actions, sometimes hurt them. They are more sensitive towards it, and feel bad. Shouldnt we be caring about them more than shoo-ing them? I think everyone of us would have some sense of compassion in us.

Yes, we are afraid, since it's a highly contagious disease. But it's not transmitable by air, touch and water. We dont have to stand 3 metres away from them. Sometimes, a little care would make them feel better.


It seems that the mass would always sterotype HIV+ patients as people who go around having sex with everyone. But have you ever thought that some of them are innocent? Maybe their parents passed the disease when giving birth to them, some caught it from their one and only partner, some caught it due to irresponsible tattooists, etc.


I've written so much, i think all of you knows what's the message i want to bring across. Treat them as normal. That little action would make them feel so much better.

Monday, April 07, 2008

This aunty was strolling in front of me with her two slow walking kids in front of her on a narrow lane.


I said "excuse me" POLITELY.



And i was shocked by the reply i received.

She said in a rude tone: Why dont you just walk over there! *and she rolled her eyes*
The "over there" that she was pointing to was the grass beside the lane.




I was pissed off by the rude reply because i had been polite!

Why dont you walk on the grass yourself??? Im wearing heels, and if i walk on grass i'll sink into the mud. If i were wearing slippers like you i would have just walked on that patch of grass without having to ask you to let me pass on the lane. You and your two kids are walking like snails on a narrow lane without thinking of the people behind you who are also using that lane, and yet you act like you own the lane? Wake up, that lane belongs to 1000s of the residents living around there.


I wonder how some people be so rude even when people asked them politely. She's showing a bad example to her two young kids too!



Alright, maybe im just pissed off walking around tampines mall with painful feets and spending so much within afew minutes. Fiona was looking for a particular thingy, and i was like spending in every single shop that she walked into.

I can no longer support my cab taking habit :(
I was lazy recently and kept taking cab to work, giving excuses like "aiya, on-call charge is only $2.50..." ... "if i call taxi then i dont have to leave home so early... can laze around more, got more time to makeup no need to rush"...







-.-

I shall end this post abruptly because i suddenly feel lazy to upload pics. Heh =p

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Had a great fun night yesterday.
And i finally realised that they actually cared. Left me smiley all inside.


:)
Thanks agri for inviting! Cya again soon, babe.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Alright.

Bought my new perfume :)




Miss Dior Cherie.
I know it's not a new fragrance, but well, as long as it's nice!


Boyfriend is going to kill me after he knows that i spent a bomb =x


Tried other brands like burberry, chanel, chloe, but went back to Dior. Burberry's one was kinda special at first but after afew hours the smell is horrible. I dont have any particular liking for chanel's coco although everyone seems to like it. Chloe smelled nice from the counter but when we sprayed on to our hands, i dont smell anything. Dior has a new fragrance called midnight poison but i felt it smelled like medication oil. LOL.



i like the Dior's pink bottle one, i forgot the name, but it's Eau de Toilette and not parfum. i was told that parfum last long but toilette dont. Parfum is also more expensive :(


Hope i dont carelessly drop it again! I'll be super heart pain. Haha.




In my attempt to eat healthy, i ate a salad for the first time in my life! I dont mean those kind of mayonnaise salad (that's fatty), i mean those kind of raw vegetables with raw fruits kind.


I ordered the salad, and in the end i dont know how to eat most of the thing inside. I only ate the lettuce i think. Heh. I dont understand how people can eat raw tomatoes. It tastes horrible!


Delifrance has this teatime treat, a small portion of bites. I like the French quiche lorraines , especially when it's piping hot.








Advertorials:

THE BLACK SEQUIN!
http://theblacksequin.livejournal.com/

I dont know where i heard this name from, but it sounds familar. They sent me 2 clothing which i adore. A white casual tube, which spells SWEET.


Then, a very normal piece of dress, but with a sparkle of silver. I love how the fabric is so shiny, yet not too striking.




In the package they sent me, there were also a number of nicely decorated namecards. Wow, they must be really serious about their business. I think the people behind THE BLACK SEQUIN are nice people, so have a nice shopping with them!
http://theblacksequin.livejournal.com/


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lov3accessories
http://lov3accessories.blogspot.com/



It has been a LONG LONG time since i saw beatiful homemade jewellery. Most of the time i see peopel piecing together beads and wires together without skill and without any sense of beauty and art. But lov3accessories did it!


- every item at lov3accessories is handmade out of love, suited for different kinds of styles
- the owner is open to all sorts of customisation requests, if you can dream it, she'll try her best to make it come true.
- prices are all $20 and below, so that everyone can own unique accessories at affordable prices
- most importantly, lov3accessories is more of a service than a business. The owner hopes that every customer that comes into her shop can find something that they love. =)

I've got these 2 pretty pieces from her.

A great unique present for a friend :)
http://lov3accessories.blogspot.com/

Friday, April 04, 2008

I broke my chanel perfume!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(
:(




Who can recommend long lasting perfumes with a nice smell?






Boss came up to me the other day and told me something along the lines of:
" esther, i heard that ***** have a fiancee. It's wrong to snatch other people's boyfriend you know?"

-.-"


***** and me are just friends at the workplace.


I dont even sms him much out of workplace.
It's just that we got along fine, and have fun with each other.

We go home together at night, he always helps me with my tasks, sometimes he throws in a sweettalk, and once in awhile he calls me "those names that you call your girlfriend".

Everyone can see he's just kidding what.


But the colleagues love making fun of us (although they know we're not together), and ***** would always play along with them.


One or two suspected we are really together but hey, he's still wearing his engagement ring and im still wearing boyfriend's ring everyday.


Kinda surprised when boss talked to me about it that day and i didn't know what to react.

-.-









Wanted to rant more, but ....
nevermind, I changed my mind.



2 pictures from a group shoot afew months ago.



Have lots of things that i havent done, including advertorials and photos and entries to blog about. But it seems that i dont have much time nowsaday, occupied with work, hanging out, and some other stuffs.

Maybe i'll have more time online after i start school, which is next week.

bye for now. I think my mind needs a rest.





This few days i've been confronted by the
COLD HARD TRUTH alot,

and it's driving me nuts.



The worst thing is, i cant say anything about it.

Thursday, April 03, 2008

Night out with Fidelis!

Asked her out suddenly and she was so sweet to cab down to orchard just to accompany me! We walked from wisma to taka to paragon to find nice food to eat. We wanted to relax and have a slow dinner.

Complained about how our boyfriends eat so fast and make the dinner unenjoyable. We should enjoy our meals slowly and taste every bit!

Can't decide on chinese, western or japanese food.

Settled down at Akashi Japanese Restaurant in the end.



I really like the interior design. We sat at a corner so that it's more private and we can camwhore as much as we want :)

Our face were like this looking at the menu for at least 15 minutes! Couldn't decide what we should eat.. There were so many choices!


Our tea.In the end we ordered so much food!
Chawanmushi, gyoza, her set meal and my teriyaki set meal.

The tables around us had so little food on their table that we felt like gluttons.

I wonder where i can buy push up bras. It's so ugly to wear this type of dresses and have no "drain" :( Yes, it's pathetic. Im flat!


After eating for more than an hour, we camwhored!

Lookk at fidelis' "drain". *envies!*

With flash.
Bill was almost $60.
But worth every cent :)

We ate everything except bits of vegetables and fidelis' unbitable fish.

After that we hung out at the toilet for almost 30mins =x

We found out that we are lightweighted thin girls, because we could BOTH sit on that shelf that is only supported by 4 metal thingy.

hahahaahah.

Played with our twins.



There were many more but i dont know where the pictures went and im lazy to look for them. Hahaha.

After that, we went around playing this:

taking photos with branded bags. BO LIAO Right!


We found a runway upstairs and guess what we did?



We hesitated for a long time and then finally picked up the courage to sneek into the enclosed area. Luckily we weren't chased out by the security guards. Phew.


Crazy and embarassing! There were passerbys and construction workers who looked at us like we are some xiaomeimei fooling around. Had lots of fun and laughed alot.


hey babe, go out again soon alright?! This time we shall go and attack the other restaurants and shopping malls!


For more nightspots, go to http://soulofthenight.nseries.com/ !




Oh ya, and a photo with amy:

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Me and boyfriend brokeup.
:(






















Belated April Fool!

Heh, for the first time in my life, i tricked many people yesterday! Victims were my colleagues, daddy, mummy, boyfriend, and i forgot who. I had the best fun yesterday morning!


Manager asked how come im so happy when it's only April Fools day. Of course happy lah, everyone that i tricked fell for it!


Sense of satisfaction, you see.





What tricks did you guys play on your friends? I wanna have more ideas to save for next year! :p


Afew pictures from a previous group photoshoot.
This time, im not the model. Im the organiser! :) Tiring job.



I love this mirror because it makes me look thin. Yippie.




Alright, a many-pictures post up next. I wrote it already, but im not gonna post it now =P


My washing machine is making very weird noises.
Oh no, i have a feeling i forgot to take out something from my pocket.

OMG.


im hearing this song alot recently. -Chu Dian by S.H.E.


I really miss the starting stages of relationships :(
The feeling is always wonderful.