RED, GREEN, & FLU.

Went out with isaac again that day, and we realised our photos taken that day are all either Reddish, yellow-greenish, or flu-ish. haha. Anyway, it's greenish only because we both wore green tops! haha. Not concidence lah. We had plan to wear same colour beforehand.

Do you people know that there is a cafe hidden at a corner of the top level of Cineleisure, the place where you buy tickets? I didn't know, until isaac told me!

It's this very reddish place:


Although it's a cafe, but the prices are quite cheap! One set only $6.50. There are dining tables and chairs, or if you just want to relax with your coke, there are sofas too! The saleperson is also very nice :)

Free gaming!
we didn't sit on this sofa. we sat on another nicer sofa. hahaha. forgot to take a picture of it. It's very comfortable lor. but me and isaac sat there too long i think, because when i stood up finally, my butt started to hurt. Heh.

There are cheesecakes also leh!! $4.80 only. After 8pm, it's 50% off!

We both ordered Chicken Baked Rice. It's very very delicious sia. Since the time i ate at Swensens a couple of years ago, i havent had the chance to eat Baked Rice.




No wonder it's called Coke Red Lounge.
So many coke and so RED.

There isn't much customers although it's dining time though. I think not much people know about this place.

I like this photo below :D


Then, we started to plan the invitation list for our joint birthday party that will be on this 5th! My birthday is on the 6th and his one is on the 14th. But mum dont allow me to celebrate belated because it's unlucky. So have to celebrate on the 5th lor.

"We know" column is for people we both know. "He know" column is for his friends, and "she knows" column is for my friend!

We wouldn't be called Isaac and Esther if we went out together and never take any photos at all. Haha.

Even on the escalator!

Haha. No lah. He very nice one. always volunteer to help me take my laptop.


If you have gone out with me before, you would always see me digging my bag finding things. haha. inside my bag is a big mess!


We were taking pictures, when he suddenly made a very funny face and i laughed so much that i almost peed =X

and lastly, FLU!
Isaac's nose was naughty that day and kept running.

When i got home, i started sneezing badly.
:(

i wish someone would teach me how to play the piano. Just one nice song enough already, then i can haolian to people that i can play the piano. hohoho. I have an electronic piano which i bought afew years ago with $200. Now i feel it's such a waste of money because i seldom touch it. Imagine how many things i could buy with $200!

So far the only song i know how to play is the Happy Birthday song -.- LOL. that one was taught by my maid when i was around 8 years old.

Last year i tried to practise a melody but till now i could only play the intro portion. Heh. Quite lazy to learn the behind parts. I dont know how to read music sheets, so everytime i play the piano i play by memorising the steps and keys. Difficult lor.

I think guys get mesmerised easily by girls who play the piano. Right?



My birthday is approaching!!
Hip Hip Hurray.

Mum is realistic!

Went out with my family yesterday, and had fun because everyone was in a great mood.

I've mentioned in the past that i wish to go holidaying around the world before i get married. However, fiona doubted that mum would let me go overseas with my friends alone especially when im not married... She scared i luan luan lai lah. haha.

Out of boredom, we IMAGINED this scenario:

Me: Mummy, can i go to Paris with my friends?
Mummy: NO.
Me: Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.
Mummy: NO.
Me: *sajiao*
Mummy: NO.
Me: *screams*
Mummy: NO.
Me: *throw pillows around*
Mummy: NO.
Me: If i bring you along, can i go?
Mummy: YES, of course!

haha. i told mum about that conversation, and she says: "True! If you treat me go, no even need to ask if can anot. Confirm can!"

Then i told her that i would be broke if i were to bring her along while i holiday around the world because daddy would protest that he wants to go too. Then, my sister will start complaining that it wont be fair if she cannot go.

so in the end, i would have to pay for 3 extra people other than myself. It's like... you buy one, you have to take care of the other two too. Okay, i sound abit complicated here already. And so, mum replied:

" Nevermind lah, bring me can already. No need to bring dad and sis. Haha."

*daddy pouts*
*sister pouts*

After that, we ordered 12 chicken wings for supper.

Someone said: YAY. each person 3 pieces!
Mum: No. you two kids get 2, while me and your daddy gets 4. *evil laughs~~*
Me: Cannot! Dont forget im the one who will bring you holiday, so you must invest more love on me! Hahahah.
Mum: ya hor. okay, you get 4, i get 4, daddy get 3, and sister get 1.

*sister pouts*

Hahahaha.
Of course in the end each of us get equally 3 piece lah.
Crappy family.

Gah. I think 80% of the people reading this doesn't know what im babbling about -.-

Mum sent me this joke yesterday.

For those who dont understand chinese, i've translated it into english :) However, i think the chinese one sounds cuter. haha.

disclaimer:
not meant to sound racist. purely just a joke.

Random No.1

I think i need to go to the dentist as soon as possible. My gum keeps bleeding, and im afraid it would be gum disease. Gah. Why primary school and secondary school kept forcing us to go for the free dentist checkups, but polytechnics dont have free dentist?!!

:(
Go dentist must pay $100 ++ leh. I rather spend it on shopping that staying in the white room for one hour.


Random No.2:

Just afew hours after i posted up that "IM SINGLE LAR" entry 2 days ago, Xihong came to talk to me on msn and said this:


-.-
GRRRRR.


Random No.3:

Guess what i've been doing the whole afternoon? I digged up all my photos when i was still a kid from my daddy's cupboard! Some are really funny, and i wonder why my looks changed drastically when i turn from 6 years old to 7 years old -.-

Will post up those photos nextime when i have more time!


Random No.4:

I was talking to someone on msn that day, i forgot who, and i told him: "Nu ren bu huai, nan ren bu ai" - which means "girls not bad, boys wont like."

Then i suddenly thought of another one which also rhymes in chinese: "Nu ren tai hao, nan ren hui pao" - which means "girls too good, boys will runaway."

TRUE RIGHT.

Fiona agrees. Hahaha.

Random No.5

Do you people like FanWeiQi? I like! I think her character is very cute :)
I've been listening to FanWeiQi's new album, and i liked 3 of these songs best.

Go imeem.com search and listen to these songs!:
- Shi Fei Ti
- Zhe Xue Jia
- Ni Zhi You Yi Ge

I think fiona will kill me if i dont blog about this by today. haha. It was monday when we went out together but i still havent blogged about our photos. i kept saying "i'll blog by tonight, i'll blog by tonight" but always ended up blogging about other stuffs.

alright, today's post shall be fully dedicated to her. And lots of my face.

First day of school, and i left class early. Hee. Went over to bugis to get my pc-show's paycheck. I would never shop alone inside SimLim Square for goodness sake! I'll definitely get lost with so many similar shops everywhere.


Fiona wants this photo to be posted up because she thinks that using her finger to poke me is amusing. I dont know what's so amusing about it. i only know my eyes are cocked in the photo. Gahhhh.
And after that, it means SHOPPINGGGGGGGG at bugis street. haha. I had alot on my shopping list, but i didn't managed to finish buying up all the things i want.

Everytime i go out with Fiona, i would surely overspend on impulse. Either on food or on things that i dont really need. This time, it was both!

I was planning to buy a pair of shades so that i can leave home without putting eye makeup in the future whenever i am late, but Fiona convinced me to buy two. Gah. I need two shades for what? Look, i can't even see much difference in them except that one was more red and the other was more brown. As if people would notice what im wearing. Anyone wants to buy one of them? im okay with it. Email me at the-ice-angel@hotmail.com Retail price $18. Selling off for $15. First come first serve, and im only selling one of them. Im keeping the another one for myself.

Fiona bought two too. I think the salesgirl was happy when we finally walked out of the shop because we were so mafan. We kept asking her which one nicer, which one more suitable. Hahaha. Fiona and the salesgirl decided those two for me because i dont know how to see which one suits me and which ones dont!

She bought a pair of new heels! I didn't found what i was planning to look for though. I can't find any of the kinds i want in online shops too.


This pair of heels was gorgeous. But too bad i could not wear closed-front kind. I dont like my toes to be squeezed.



Bought a top, 2 shades, and that's all. I pulled fiona to eat at the Bugis Cafe at level 2 with me because i was too lazy to walk all the way to Bugis Junction and i didn't want to eat at the stuffy hot coffeeshop downstairs. Chose this comfortable corner, and as usual, i took out my cam again =X




the grilled chicken wasn't very nice at first, but the more you eat, the nicer it gets. I dont know why. Haha. I didn't like those fat fries though. I prefer those macdonalds or longjohnsilvers skinny skinny kind.
The nuggets were marvelous.

The place was quite empty.


Sexy!
er. Sexy with nuggets.

I've watched her turn from "that face" 5 years ago into this babe now. Makeups, contact lens, hair, eyebrows, ....... I havent changed much except for my hair and makeup though.

And then, we started taking photo of each of us.
The two photos below are DIFFERENT hor. Not same! I couldn't decide which is nicer so i posted both up. =p


I find this adorable.
So i proceeded to act cute.
But then... i think i failed.
T.T


We had the very nice view of .................. the toilets.

Fiona has a longer tweeeece than mine.
Vain. But without being vain, i would look even worst than i am now. So sometimes, being vain is good :)

I like my nose here. The angle made my nose looked sharper than my usual flat nose.
Okay. Too white. I look like ghost.

okay. Now im the whitest ghost in the world.
Fiona is queen. Must listen to her.

Found this on the table. it says im PASSIONATE and ACTIVE leh :)
After resting enough at the cafe, we went to the alley to take photos!! :D The fun all lies while we took the photo, and not the results of the photo.

The photos say it all. We are besties :)

We looked so different from the outside.
She looked mature, sophiscated, cool and everything, while i was always treated as a little girl, short and with a kiddy face. We would always be categorised into different kind of girls.

But only we know how much similarities we have on the inside.

Seriously, i think there's something wrong with the flash. I forgot it was my cam or fiona's cam, but the flash totally deletes our nose with white colour!

And these are the ones that i edited so that the colour of my skin is more to red than white!

And yea, we were having so much fun even though we had shopped around bugis with our heavy laptops. Looked so out of place with my plain clothes and our laptops. Haha. Me and the new top that i bought. I like it. Isaac will love it too, because it's green. Hahaha.

Sec one same class.
Sec two same class.

Sec three same class.
Sec four same class.

Even into poly, we got into the same course, and we even ended up in the same block same level for semester one.

We've seen each other turn from little girls to what we are now. Going through so much together, putting our hopes together, whinings, laughing, crying, screamings and chatting from night till dawn.

Nothing is better than a bestfriend whom you can tell all your deepdown secrets and failures to, and you know she wont be mocking at your failures and weakpoints.

I love my best friend.

And i know she loves me too.

:D

IM SINGLE LAR!
-.-

Do i have the "im attached" words written on my forehead?? Im NOT attached! I dont know why but recently for the past few months, people always thought that im attached. And when i ask them how come they think im attached, they say because i have alot of photos taken with isaac in my friendster photogallery. AIYA -.- He is not my boyfriend lah. I also have photos there taken with Benjamin and Lester mah. Where got him only. Isaac is just a good friend, and probably one of the best guy friend that i like to go out with. Because he likes taking photos (especially unique photos) and most guys dont. Haha. That's the reason why i have so many photos with him! I seldom take photos with other guys that i go out with because they have the "i dont like to take photo" face. lol.

Bah. The worst thing is, when i asked some people why they thought i was single, they replied: "dont know lei".

Alright, let me think. Who have i blogged about recently that makes people misunderstand that i have a boyfriend?

Shunlai? No, i've already stated there that our relationship ended 6 months ago.
Noel? No, we haven't even started dating.
Who else? No more already what.

Okay, so i've clarified myself already.
IM SINGLE.
VERY VERY SINGLE.

It started with something that my friend's brother said.

He said he thinks im attention-seeking, because i blog everything out. I supposed he meant that i should not blog about things related to my personal life, my liking for someone, or what happens in my daily life.

I know deep inside im not attention seeking. I love popularity, but not to the extent of creating unwanted attention just so that i would get known. If i get wellknown for all the wrong reasons, i would rather be a normal unnoticed girl.

I thought of changing my blog to a password protected one. If i did, then everyone will be convinced that im not blogging for attention.

But after seriously pondering about it for awhile, i realised that i shouldn't make it password protected.

1) It would be unfair for my sponsors who placed their advertisements on my blog.
2) Why must i hide my blog just because i blog about my daily happenings and feelings while other people can expose their blog to the world? It's not like what i blogged would affect my friends right? If they told me they dont want me to blog about them, i wont.
3) If i couldn't be direct in writing down my feelings on this blog, then what's this "blog" for? It's supposed to be a blog. Not an entertainment website for people to see interesting stuff.

People asked why i dont want to just create another blog address and abandon this one. Yea, i can, but i dont want to. I enjoy the amount of money this blog earns for me, and it's all thanks to the number of readers coming in everyday. If i started over, my earnings would be greatly reduced.

I didn't choose to be on XX's list of disgusting bloggers and i didn't want to be on it. I'm sure if i was an unknown blogger who have only 10 hits per day, she wouldn't even know who i am, and i wouldn't be on that list.

One of the reason why people grow a dislike for me is because they think im undeserving of my title. Why should a typical, unpretty, plump, bad-dressing-sense, unclever, boring, act-cute, normal teenager like me get thousands of visitors on my blog daily while other people who deserves the fame doesn't get it?

Maybe it's a valid reason for you guys to hate me because of that reason, but have you thought of how i would feel? Im hated even when i didn't do anything wrong. Is it fair?

Samuel told me that i can't make everyone like me. If there's someone who likes you, there would also be someone who hates you. Sigh. That must be true then.

Im sincerely Sorry if i ever did anything wrong that make you haters dislike me. I'm not someone who can hackcare about people disliking me, especially if they are people i would meet in real life.. Most of the time i would want to know what those people dont like about me. If it's within my ability, i would TRY to change, provided that it doesn't change the real me. I wouldn't change what i really am for anyone, but if some things i do really makes you people feel uncomfortable, i would do it less infront of you.

In the past i could ignore bad comments from online critics, because i've always placed my real life away from my online life. My real life was never affected by my online status, because all the online people dont get to meet me in real life. But now, there are people in my school who dislike who i am online, so most probably they brought that dislike down to the real life me. I dont know who they are, and i dont know if they are the people i pass by everyday in the canteen or corridors. You know that feeling? it's scary.

You know, if you guys said im not pretty or acting cute, i really dont mind. Because i know im really not pretty and sometimes i do act cute on purpose and sometimes by habit. But when someone says something about me that i know it isn't true, i would be very deeply affected by it. I dont know why, but maybe i just dont feel comfortable about just laying back and let people continue misunderstanding me.

Give me a chance to prove to you guys that im not what you think i am. I'm not a complicated person. Im simple and nice, and friends who have spent time around me in real life knows that.

updated: I know i sound super goodygoody here, but that's the kind of person i am. I dont want to be bitchy and mean just so that i'll get more popular and create news on the net okay. I'll only get mean when i really really dislike someone or when im in a angry mood, but that's not the case here.

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im in class currently, and something super embarrassing happened just now. i asked one of my ex-facilitators what classes he would be taking this semester, and coincidentially, he's teaching the class next to mine! argh. Why isn't he taking my class instead? It's be more fun lor.

So anyway, i came out of my classroom to talk to him, and i randomly asked: "The class you taking got hunks anot ah?". And so he asked me to look inside. So after i opened the door of his class, he introduced me to his class saying: "Everyone, this is Ice-Angel, a blogger...... blahblahblah..... so go and view her blog okay."

I was super shocked and didn't know what to react, so i just stared at the class, and probably my mouth was agap. Speechless. Hahaha. It's super embarassing leh.

Updated:
Apparently, some people from that class thought i was the one who asked the faci to introduce me -.- Well, im not thickskin to that extent alright. Here's what my faci has to say after he knew about it:

(Click on picture to view full version)



Anyway, i am busy online-shopping in class! Went to http://www.piggy--paradise.blogspot.com/ and found some beautiful pieces that i might consider buying, if they could fit me.

I love this style. I want the whole set!! Plus her hair.

I want her face i want her hair!


I said: Wah. I want her legs!
Sasi says: I want her.
Me: LOLOLOLOL.


And here are some random photos taken today.

My breakfast with kimgeok!
Two yummy sunny-side-ups.

My school's bubble tea from level one is superb! I love the pearls.

Me and my new classmate who is also fiona's old classmate~! Haha. Her wardrobe can last her 6 weeks without repeating what she wore before!

Melissa happily bought this 20cents slimming tea from a vending machine downstairs our class.

And when she excitedly opened it, she got disappointed because it's not slimming tea! It's a package of things to help smokers quit -.- HOAX leh!



alright, alright.. Why am i blogging about new photos when i have tons of old photos not blogged yet! hahaha. i'll try to go back home early tonight and finish editing the other photos!

I've loads of photos waiting to be blogged but i have not finished organising them yet! Haha. mum wants me to sleep NOW because it's 11pm -.- it's like so early compared to normally lor. im not even sleepy! She wants me to sleep NOW because i pissed daddy off this morning when i refused to wake up even after he tried to wake me up for about 10 times. Hee. I was late for school 3 times since school start, and yeap, that means i was late every single day! Wah. Bad impression on the new teachers leh. LOL. She also wants me to sleep NOW because i kept falling asleep suddenly while doing other things =x I guess i was really sleepy in the morning and afternoon. But i dont know why i never get sleepy at night, especially when im so excited about my new batch of photos taken with friends!

Okay, nothing to say here except to tell you guys that it's not that i dont want to blog. It's my mum who wants me to sleep NOW. Saddening lah. Even after i "sa-jiao"-ed to her she still says i must sleep NOW.

Gah.
Anyway, i love this comment that my previous teacher from the last semester gave to me! Everyone love compliments, right?

" You are a fun-loving person and ...........blahblahblah............ In my opinion, you were a fun addition to the class. Your peers could have learnt a lot from you, especially on how to have fun and yet perform with diligence. I wish you all the best for your future. "

he says that I AM FUN LOVING LEH!
wahahahaha.
Okay lah, to put it in a bad term, it's call:
" Not serious in class, keeps playing and laughing for nothing. "

CHEERFUL WHAT. Cannot meh.
hahaha.

Today is 18th of September 2007.
IF we didn't broke up, today would be our one year anniversary.

ShunLai.
He started being part of my life on 18th September last year.
and he walked out of it 6 months ago.

6 months of relationship might not be considered long at all to whoever you are reading this, but it has left a big impact to me. It was my longest relationship to date.

Anyway, im writing this entry not because i miss him.
Not because i want him back.
Not because i still love him.

I dont want him back, because i know things wont be the same. I would rather let our memories remain as beautiful as it is. I dont miss him, because i dont think about him all the time. I dont love him anymore, because we didn't contact since the day we left each other.

But somehow, it's nice to remember things about the person you were so close to in the past. I was searching for a very old picture of myself afew days ago, and found all those photos i took with him in the past. And everything about us refreshed in my mind.

When we first started, most of our friends expected our relationship to last not more than 2 or 3 weeks. He was wellknown for having many girl friends, and i was wellknown for changing boyfriends constantly.

When we first started, both of us weren't really in love with each other. He still love his ex at that time, and i still miss my ex at that time. We were almost like flings to each other.

It was my O levels during that time, so i wasn't very preoccupied about the relationship stuffs. We just asked each other out and have fun. Both of us weren't serious. I dont like alot of things about him, and he had no interest in me.

i forgot how we started to really liked each other, but i guess it's just time. And maybe he felt he had the responsiblity to take care of me since im his girlfriend.

I remember how i celebrated my birthday with him faking a smile, because he was more concentrated on msn chatting with his ex than on my birthday. But the best thing that day was, his expression when he reluctantly sang the birthday song because i forced him to.

I remember on my Graduation night, he dressed up just to fetch me home from the hotel. I felt so loved with him holding my hands down the streets of orchard road.

We took this picture at that time, and it has been the wallpaper of his hp up till the day we broke up.
I remember Christmas day, i forced him to spend it with me. We did nothing but just sitting on a bench in the middle of a shopping centre.

I remember how he was always late.
I remember how i think he was too realistic.
I remember how i bought a cheesecake for him as a surprise when he complained that i wasn't sweet enough to him.
I remember on one of our month anniversary, i made a box of cookies for him.
I remember how we would always keep quiet in the mrt train after quarreling, and a hug from him would solved everything.
I remember how i cried over him. I remember how he complained about me being a troublesome, stupid and childish girlfriend. I remember how i blamed myself for not being good enough.
I remember how we would always have no topics to chat about.
I remember how he always pretend to stay back in his office till late so that he could say he "shun bian" bring me home from work.
I remember how comfortable i always felt in his arms.
I remember how much i loved his fried eggs.
I remember how he pulled me to the salon to cut my hair because he thinks my hair is ugly.


I remember Valentines day.
I made a video for him, and uploaded it to youtube and my blog in the morning before i went out. We sort of quarrelled on that day, because i kind of expected more from him, but oh well, he was sick so he wasn't exactly in the mood that day. When he got home, i asked him to watch the video and he was touched. He promised to celebrate a better valentines the next day. And we did.

The next few days, his msn nick was the link of the video, asking people to see the video his "wife" made for him. Little things like that made me happy whole day.

I remember how he told me he loved me, i remember how he melted my heart with those confessions of his feelings that day. Somehow, i felt safe knowing that the best things about him was his honesty and responsiblity. He was a very direct and honest person, so i was never afraid he would be lying to me. Although he always complained about me not being independant enough, he would always take the responsiblity to help me whenever i need him.

I remember Chinese New Year.
He wanted me to come to his house and have a formal meet-the-parents session. He came to my house too, and i could see he was all jittery and nervous about meeting my parents. He had tried to give the best impression he could, and his sincerity was already enough.

I remember the little surprises he would give me while im at work. He would walk into the shop occassionaly and pass me a little cake or bread. Sweet little things like that made me love him all the more.

As i looked at our old photos, there's some sort of feeling overwhelming me, but i dont know how to describe it. I never had to "act" in front of him. I could reveal what i was infront of him. I was so close to him at that time, but now we are like strangers.

For those 6 months, we were almost always together. He spent all his free time on me, and was always trying to be a better boyfriend for me. Although he had many female friends, i was always secure with him. It was me who kept making him jealous by going out with alot of guy friends.

I wasn't contented at that time.
I was always complaining about him not being sensitive enough or something else. But now that i looked back, it was me who didn't gave him enough. He was always the one sacrificing for me, and he said he had never done so much for any girlfriend before.

He wasn't the best boyfriend.
But i know he tried his best, and that's all that matter.

First day of school:

1. Was late, so didn't have to repeat the standard procedure of introducing myself infront of my new class. Phew. I was planning to say: Im esther, taking diploma of Communications and Information design, and.... i love money. (psss. im not materialistic, but having lots of money to spend really makes me happy. hee. )
2. Saw a super shuai guy in the lift while going to class. Saw him before around my old block. He is now in my new block too! Wheets.
3. Saw another super shuai guy on the way back to class after recess. Saw him on the same bus as me several times last semester.
4. Alot chiobu in my block.
5. Met up with last semester's classmates for lunch. I MISS THEM!

Going to leave school early and shop at bugis later with Fiona. Was supposed to go with Noel, but since he has limited time, i decided to go with fiona instead. Blah!


ANYONE STUDYING IN TPSS READING THIS? PLEASE EMAIL ME AT THE-ICE-ANGEL@HOTMAIL.COM IF YOU ARE GOING TO SCHOOL FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS, BECAUSE I NEED A FAVOUR FROM ONE OF YOU. THANKS!

just a short update because im rushing off to meet fiona already.. tomorrow's post will be a longer, more meaningful and less bimbotic one alright? :)

byebye! Off to look for shades and high heels.

As i said before, you cannot leave me alone with nothing to do on a cold afternoon.

I will think and think and think,
And I will get emo.

I did it again..


I need some new colours to enter my life.
I want to be as happy & carefree as i used to be.

I hate waiting.

I think this test is quite accurate leh! go pick up a paper and pen. Try!


1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but is very plain and boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get to your signigicant other's house, short or long?

2. On the way you see 2 rose bushes, One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend, of any color combination. What number of white and red do you pick? (you can pick all of one or any combination of the two)

3. You finally get to the house. A family member answers the doors. You can have them get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself. Which do you do?

4. You go up to your boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed?

5. Later, it's time for bed, You and your boy/girlfriend go to sleep in separate rooms. In the morning when it's time to wake up you go in his/her room and check on him/her. When you arrive, is he/she awake or asleep?

6. Now it's time to go back home. Do you take the short, plain road or the longer, more interesting road?

****** my answers! ******

The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. If you take the short road, you fall in love quickly and easily. If you take the long road, you take your time and do not fall in love as easily.

I took the short road.
Half true. Sometimes i fall in love easily. Sometimes, no matter what you do i also wont fall for you lor. Haha.

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The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. For example, if you chose 18 red and 2 white, you give 90 and expect 10 return.

i chose all white -.-
Only because i think red and white combination abit weird. Like all white, suddenly pop out 3 red, or all red in the middle 2 white, abit funny leh. Haha. Like two very outstanding colours together, will clash. Like national flag, not nice.

Actually, come to think of it, 10 red and 10 white also not bad lah hor?

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This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. If you asked the family member to get your significant other, then you like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves. If you went to get them yourself, then you are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

I asked the family member to get my significant other. Because i want the guy to bring me to his room, instead of me barging in.

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The placement of roses determines how much you like to see your boy/girlfriend. Placing them on the bed means you like to see them a lot, while placing them on the windowsill means that you are alright with not seeing them as much.

I chose bed.
Quite true, because if someone i like disappears from my life for one week, most likely i wont have that much feelings for him anymore after he comes back. i need consistent love. Hahaha.

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This representative of your attitude towards their personality. If you find him/her asleep, you love your boy/girlfriend the way he/she is. If you find him/her awake, you expect him/her to change for you.

I found him asleep.
True. When i was with Shunlai, i accept all of his flaws :) Well, i did complain abit, but i wasn't really expecting him to change for me at that time.

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The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. If you chose the short road, you fall out of love easily. If you chose the longer one, you will tend to stay in love for a long time.

I chose the longer road.
:)

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credit: From fiona's blog.

Had wanted to introduce this song to you all some time back but forgot about it. I think the lyrics are very meaningful, but abit chim. So if you understand, great!

Sammi - [Ta Men Shuo]
alternate link: http://www.youtube.com/v/RIiNofM92ZE




Today was my last day at my workplace, and for dunoe what reason, today's time was crawling like a snail. I sat freezing in that chair for what seem like afew hours, only to realise that actually it's just 5 minutes and not 5 hours -.-

If you knew me long enough, you would know that you cannot leave me alone on a cold afternoon without anything to do. When i have nothing to do, i will start thinking. And when i start thinking about things, i'll start becoming emo.

In a flash, i wrote down all this on a piece of paper.
(everything was wrote on impulse, so erm, it might be too emo and stupid)

RELATIONSHIPS:

1) Guy A
Things are fine, but it seems that we can never advance from this "more-than-friends-but-less-than-a-couple" kind of relationship. Sometimes when he is really sweet and caring, i would tell myself im contented and shouldn't ask for more. But at times when im alone, i start feeling like a fool, realising that deep inside i was expecting much more than i should. I dont want to be a burden to him. There are times when i just want to give up and walk completely out of his life, but there's something holding me back.

2) Guy B
We used to date. He was a great boyfriend. Some sort of things happened, and he decided to leave. I moved on and dated another guy after afew months. Then, he suddenly came back and poured me with love. He was sincere in wanting me back, but unfortunately i was smitten with my bf at that time. I think i gave him alot of false hopes, and made some horrible mistakes that might have hurt him alot. He doesn't want to forgive me now. I do care, a little of the feelings is still there. But oh well, no matter what i say, he has been giving me the cold shoulder. Im sorry for the things i've done, and hope he could forgive.

3) Guy C
We used to date one year ago. I liked him alot at that time, and everyone could see that. We separated for some reasons, and recently we contacted again. For afew nights, we sort-of flirted abit and chatted pass midnight till almost sunrise. Sometimes it seems like we could be back together. But someone who sincerely wants you back wouldn't only call you 3 days in a week right?

4) Other guys.
They aren't worth mentioning much. Beautiful sweetalks come out of their mouth but no sincerity in them. Whoever heard of a guy chasing after a girl by smsing her 3 times a week? -.- For me, i might have been interested in you today, but if you didn't contact me for the next 3 or 4 days, i'll lose complete interest in you. Well, unless you have something in you that's too charming to resist.


Where were all these guys when i needed someone to get comfort from, someone to talk to? GuyA would be engaged on the phone with another girl as usual, GuyC cannot even be found, and i find no interest to find other guys whose idea of chasing after a girl means only depending on sweetalks OCCASSIONALLY.

Well, i have to thank HCM, who accompanied me last night even though he was already tired and sleepy. thanks for the comforting me with words i want to hear. I know you weren't serious about some of the things you said, but it had made me feel alot better. Thanks for being there when i cried, even though you dont like girls that always cry.


Why do others have it easy while i dont?

Know why i didn't blog yesterday? Because i want you people to comment comment comment! Haha. Whenever there's very little comments for a particular post that i like, i would stop blogging for a day or two until the comments get more. LoL. I love my previous entry, because got Hunk's face =x

People have been msning me asking if i have felt the shake from the indonesia earthquake that happened yesterday. Surprisingly, i didn't leh. My house was so solid that i didn't even feel any tiny vibration. My friends did though. I think im not in the right location bah.

Noel has been keeping me in a rather good mood this few days. Hee. This is my favourite photo of him, stolen from his friendster account long ago. haha. He doesn't know, but he'll know as soon as he sees this!


Gosh. I know nothing will come out of me liking him, but i dont mind being silly for a little while :) im trying not to expect anything to progress between us because i dont want to end up in disappointments. Eligible Men, im still available! HAHAHA.

I want to blog about the things happening between me and him, but i think i ought to protect his privacy. So, Shhhhh. I'm not gonna blog anything between us regarding any bit of romance or what unless he becomes officially mine. Haha. For now, i shall just enjoy the way we are currently.

I guess you people are wondering why im not afraid Noel would come to my blog to see all these things right? Well, the reason is because i already told him i like him many days ago! Im just not the type of girl who can secretly like a friend without blurting out. So well, i prefer to be honest with how i feel towards someone.

I heard two of Rainie new songs, and love them!
One of them is slow melody song QueYang, and
another one is this cutesy song: REN YI MEN.

Listen to the song here!:
if you dont see the video here, you can go by this link:
( http://www.youtube.com/v/K-kDNG4h7E0 )



Sister asked me this question that day:
When you are giving birth, would you do it the "pushpushhhhh~~~!" way or the "operation way?"

I immediately replied: "operation way".
Why? because imagine having to stretch your vagina as big as the baby's head! That would be SO PAINFUL. And when they cut the connecting cord (whatever it's called), it'll be extra painful. What if you push halfway and the baby gets stuck? Just thinking about it makes me cringe.

Then my sister told me:
But if you do it the operation way, the pain will appear after the operation, and will last for at least one month (or 6 months, i forgot). But of course, the pain will be lesser than pushing the baby out. There'll be a scar on the tummy, i think.

So... hmm.
How about you girls?
Prefer the SUPER-PAIN-BUT-SHORT way, or
SUPER-LONG-BUT-NOT-SO-PAIN way?

i still choose the second one.


updated:
my new class for the next semester is W15R! Anyone reading my blog from that class too? Hmm. Sian leh. Went through the class list, and i still think i'll prefer my old class. Oh well, let's just try to love this class lor. Luckily izzah got into the same class as me. Yay.

Guess what this is?


Haha. That's not the topic for today. The real topic is...

NOEL!

He came over to visit me at workplace today. He is SO CHARMING luh. Haha. Did nothing much, just took many many photos. He kept deleting after taking! -.-"

Cute hor cute hor?!

I love it when he smiles with his teeth visible. The smile can melt down 100 girls at a time i think. Haha.

I dont care if i look weird in the photos or not. The focus is HIM!

His fingers are super long! Measured and realise his fingers are about one inch longer than mine. Much more slender than mine too! Wah.

I brewed tea for him. haha. He's blowing it cold for me to drink because i complained it's too hot. Secret shot ^^ He doesn't know i took this photo. Haha.

Okay. I guess i sound too obsessed over him already. Lol. Back to myself. Me and my super-dried hair. I've been using loads of conditioner but it still remains this way. I think i dyed it too many times already.


Haha. After noel went off to find his friend, i was almost smiling for the rest of the day sia. Crazy.
We were supposed to go home together but his hp battery went flat and i couldn't contact him. Grrr!

Anyway, Noel is not my boyfriend lah.
He's just someone special :)
IM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.

READ THIS JOKE ALOUD :)



Sorry for those who dont read chinese. Haha. Get someone to read it aloud for you!

It has been hours since i reached home, but my makeup is still stucked at my face. Haha. Had a quick shower after getting home, and i immediately plopped on top of my bed and slept like a pig. It had meant to be a short nap, but i ended up sleeping for several hours. I only woke up after mum called home, and i realised that i spent half the afternoon sleeping. Very sleepy luh, because i have been having late nights and early mornings recently.

Ever since i finished using my makeup-remover-wipes, i've been rather lazy to get new ones, so everynight i would just rub off my makeup with tapwater. i have to do it vigorously because i use alot of eyeliner on my eyelids instead of eyeshadow. Yes, i know it's gonna hurt my skin, but aiyah, next time problem next time worry. lol.

This few days have been rather boring. School is going to start in one week! It seems that the holiday has been passing very fast. Hope my new classmates are friendly people :)

Met up with Fiona after work yesterday, and we spent some little girly time together. Just simply walking around and talking about things. Went into the arcade and played with the racing cars. Then, fiona said she want to play this game.


Im super lousy at it lah. I lost 2 rounds within seconds! haha. Not fair, because fiona has the game in her mobile phone and she has trained herself already! Heh. In the end, fiona got to play around 7 more rounds or so, while i was left looking at her screen, wowing at her skills.


Met up with her friend Xiao Ai after that, and we bought Donuts from the newly opened Yummy Bakery shop at WhiteSands. The donuts are indeed expensive, because $1.20 and you get a very small sized donut. Pay the same amount, you could get a bigger sized donut at 7-11 which is only afew steps away.

But oh well, 7-11 doesn't have the colourful range of flavours to choose from though. Fiona bought 6 for her family, while i bought one cheese flavoured one. Nice! I'll go back again to buy for my family when i have $7 in my wallet. I have been rather broke recently, because i would always spend the exact amount my mum gives me each day, and go home with only afew cents in my wallet. Haha.

Anyway, everyone i asked have already ate Donuts from Donut Factory before, ALL except me. Noel says he's going to queue with me one day. Yay. However, i doubt that day would not be coming soon. Meanwhile, who wants to queue for me?? ^^

I love ShiLin's XXL chicken! One good thing about my workplace is that there's a Shilin taiwan snacks shop downstairs, so could go buy whenever i have a craving for it while working!



XiaoPang had a party last night till this morning, so he suggested that he could bring me to work. Haha. He was abit drunk lor. Brought me to work, and stayed there to accompany me for afew hours before he realised he couldn't tahan the dizziness anymore and took a cab home.

Thanks for the breakfast treat! It has been so long since i last ate Big Breakfast. Everytime i go to macdonalds to eat breakfast with fiona, i would order sausage mcmuffin instead. I dont know why though. Haha.